Friday, November 26, 2004
nobody cares about me and what i want... nobody cares if i cried till my eyes get sore... nobody cares... they only care about themselves... n i... i care for myself too... n that's why i'm selfish...
why can't i get things that i want easily? my mother said that when we were young... we were rather poor... dad only gave her $50 everyone week... and there's not enough for us to buy toys and learn new things... learning piano was a dream for me... but...
maybe wanting to have things need money... but then again... there are some things money can't buy... even though it may be simple... yet... it's not... not when someone doesn't want you to have it...
a part of me died...initially, i had hopes... even though i tell myself that i might not get it... now... i can't even face the people at work... maybe its better to end this chapter of my life and start over another...
but... is there another door for me to open?
i'm just an empty shell...
why can't i get things that i want easily? my mother said that when we were young... we were rather poor... dad only gave her $50 everyone week... and there's not enough for us to buy toys and learn new things... learning piano was a dream for me... but...
maybe wanting to have things need money... but then again... there are some things money can't buy... even though it may be simple... yet... it's not... not when someone doesn't want you to have it...
a part of me died...initially, i had hopes... even though i tell myself that i might not get it... now... i can't even face the people at work... maybe its better to end this chapter of my life and start over another...
but... is there another door for me to open?
i'm just an empty shell...
i look upon the moon and stars at 11/26/2004 03:49:00 PM
Comments 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon
Comments 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon