Thursday, November 11, 2004

i'm aching all over... and i've no idea what's wrong with me... i can't stand the pain, yet surprisingly i'm able to endure... perhaps... i'm dying... god knows i hate sufferings yet i'm being punished to bear all these... why does it have to be this way? will the pain ever go away? will god really take pity on me? and take me to him soon...
sometimes... i feel that even god doesn't want me in heaven... maybe that's why i have to serve my 'punishments'-- by having all these pains...

i look upon the moon and stars at 11/11/2004 04:08:00 AM
Comments 0 stars were shining bright even without the moon