Sunday, August 01, 2004

when i was young, i don't cry easily... as i grow older... into my teens i realised that im like a cry baby... whenever i quarrel with someone else... i'd feel like crying... and sometimes i did... at times, i'll think of negative thoughts... and i'd end up in tears... as though it is a real thing... especially when i have my pms... it gets worst... i'll feel so depressed that i wanted to die immediately... i hate having pms... makes me look like im really mental... i often wonder what it'd be like when i'm in my twenties,thirties, forties... i dare not think beyond my forties.... sometimes i wish i'll stay 20 forever... and i'm afraid of what i'll be like when i am old one day... what will my life be like then? will i be as temperamental, emotion as i am now? or will i really mature one day? i can't seem to imagine what i'll be like then... its a nightmare...

i look upon the moon and stars at 8/01/2004 03:07:00 AM
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