Wednesday, December 17, 2003

i've come to a stage where i think i can't even stand myself anymore. i feel crappy most of the times, i dislike working with quite a few of my colleagues. alan already has been nice enough to not put me with may yet when sometimes i'm working with the others, i still feel depressed. for one thing, i don't enjoy having the same shift as mas and ain... especially when they are @ concess and im @ usher. i almost wanted to jump from the building! another combination is yuan hsin and don. they are a couple but sometimes they simply forget they are working. i mean if you want to hug or smooch in front of me i don't care but don't do that @ work especially in front of the public. (not that they kiss la)
these past week i didn't really want to talk to ain. i used to like working with her but after she and that boyfriend of hers get together i feel that she's a changed person. her change is too drastic for me to handle. i guess from here i can say i'm not a good friend. for mas can still stand by her and i can't. maybe one day i'll then be able to accept this but for now...i'm still trying to like her once again. don't get me wrong, i know she's a good friend,i just dunno how to put this in words.... i try to think that everyone has his or her weaknesses and flaws. but for ain i simply dunno why i still can't accept it.

i look upon the moon and stars at 12/17/2003 09:11:00 PM
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