Friday, May 02, 2003


I saw the guy I had a crush on!! Haven't seen him for about a year and a half, thought I'll never ever see him again. A part of me still likes him. Well, I was really excited & my heart was beating wildly when I realised it was him.

S was my ex co-worker from Warren. And of course I (thought) had an infatuation on him... I left the place for a few months and when I returned there to work again, he already had a girlfriend. Obviously, I was devastated...However, I was sort of glad to see him and the girl together cos I think they are really compatible and besides I think that she's really nice... When I resigned again... She went back to Philippines... And then... for the past year... I did not have any contact with him again.

Sometimes, I wished that he'd come at my work place to watch a movie or two... Now, that he's really there, I actually was lost for words... There are many questions I like to ask... but I didn't. I got his mobile no. though. Unfortunately, he did not send me any messages... Well... I don't know whether I should be clinging to the hope of able to see him again... And I'm not sure what god was really doing when he let me see him... Should I move on? or should I simply let go? The feelings is much stronger than the past year. I thought I do not like him anymore.... but I guess I was wrong...

i look upon the moon and stars at 5/02/2003 08:49:00 PM
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