Friday, December 27, 2002

I'm really buzzed off by one of my colleages.Today is definitely the most frustrating day in my entire life. I actually yelled back at her when she did it in the first place. Usually, I don't argue with people, but today, I really couldn't take it. My blood was boiling 100 degree celsius when she accused me of trying to 'complain' about her to the manager. Which I wasn't, I was only trying to find out whether who my manager is siding after she and my assist manager had a sort of an argument over a small matter. My assist manager said she's insubordinate Honestly, my intention wasn't to 'stab' her. I was only trying to know whether my manager sides her or the assist manager. Another girl told about her it as she heard what I said. And she thought that I was trying to complain about her. And she sort of yelled at me when I came to work today. I was really really angry,pissed off, frustrated with her. The only word I remembered saying was 'WHATEVER...' and took off. I don't want any pity from anybody but I just can't help it but cry. Yes, I was shedding angry tears... I was so god damn angry that I actually cried... Usually, when I'm angry I don't cry, but somehow today I did.Somehow all the negative stuff kept popping in my mind, when I was crying. I'm kinda feeling rather upset right now, and I feel like quitting the job... Also this day, is the day in my entire life that I quarrelled BIG TIME with someone almost thirty years older. Its kinda funny,come to think of it.

i look upon the moon and stars at 12/27/2002 10:33:00 AM
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